Before Remembering Dreams

Didn't eat all that much last night

smoking all that pot just made me realize

how empty i was inside

a couple hours of sleep and strong coffee

and i can almost feel every inch of my intestines

for some reason the digestive process

has become the sourse of inspiration and light

rumble...

skin on my forhead tightening

if i keep perpetuating this reality where something must break

something will break

maybe hightened awareness is nothing but

coming to terms with any and all suffering

maybe a small lightening bolt in this

spongy computer misfires

and everything turns grey